Greetings.

Guess what. I think I got over my depression.

"Oh, so that means you're well, and tackling Life like a full fledged centaur would???"

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No. And I don't think I ever will. I have had too much shit bad situations in my Life, some which I don't think I will ever heal.

That said, it does not mean I am not doing what every other human being is doing: Pursuing happiness. I am. I just have come to accept that I will never be 100% percent happy. Certain things will always haunt me: my whole family abandoning me, people I though were good surprising me with their nasty attitudes and most of all, me for being weak, for not being able to surpass all this, for not using my inner strength (which I know is there somewhere!!) every time this happens. I was just lulled into a false sense of happiness.

I will pull a much used cliché, to describe my general feeling about this: broken, is what I am. Oh, the pieces are picked up and pieced back together now, thank you very much! However the cracks are there, will always be. It makes me distrustful of everyone I know, I can't start relationships and have a sucky general social interaction. Because, let's face it.... I have yet never met someone who did not disappoint me.